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Wednesday, June 11, 2003

The Story of us !!! Its been long. 2 months and I have to tell somethinng. I am addicted to someone. Someone who is far away. Yet so near. Someone who cares for me for no reason. Who doesn't goto sleep without saying goodnight, doesn't wake up from her bed without saying Goodmorning to me. And me too have reciprocated in the same way. Not because she does. But because its come that way at the same time from both the sides. I didn't know her 2 months back. It was my birthday and and I got this poem written by her in my inbox. I was impressed as to how can an unknown person send me beautiful poem on my birthday with wishes. I replied and few mails got exchanged. Finally I asked her for her cell number. She was not willing to give it, as with anybody. But to my surprise, the numbers were also exchanged. Then started the flurry of SMSs. Thanks to this thing called SMS and I had made a good friend. It is now almost next to impossible to be without her SMSs. Sometimes I feel I should hear her and I call up. Not that she doesn't call. There is some problem with her handset or the Service provider hardly few calls where I could hear her properly without any disturbances. But it is a pleasure talking to her. Interacting with her. An angel on earth as I call her, I am not sure how long will be able to be in touch with her like this over the phone, sms, and these days almost mails have not been exchanged. There is no reason why I am addicted to this special person. I tried to analyse this over a chat the otherday and put down a few points like, this feeling of haivng someone listening to you. paying attention to you. this feeling of someone waiting for ur call or sms. it can be the opposite sex factor. The feeling of understanding someone new, exchanging some sweet and some not so sweet feelings. The feeling of having a friend who cares for you so much. But I did watever analysis to understand why I am in to this, I could only convince myself that I like this person very much, and I told her so yesterday. And she felt the same. This is one of the most loveable experience for me, something different till now, and I want to meet her personally and talk to her. Dont really know whether that would be possible in the near future at all. But someday I am gonna meet her for sure. for this person is so good that I dont know what to say. Yup we have had a few fights, few sorrys, infact more sorries from me. 3 big chat sessions on the net. Infact its better we have chat sessions than SMS sessions. Its more interactive. Sometimes these service provider problems crop up and It takes almost a few hours when the messages are received. And both wonder why the other person is not replying. Gussa? phir shuru..I have no clue where this will lead to. Dont even want to think. I dont know. But I have all the respect to our friendship. No one till date has grown so close to me in such a short time and such a person. I miss you B, all the time.

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